I hear ya on the "if your heart isn`t in it" notion. I`ve never been terribly forgetful, but I get those "slips" from time to time. At work the other day, my coworker started doing some closing procedure I had never seen done before. I looked at her like she had three heads, and asked her what she was doing. She was so annoyed with me - she said that she had been doing this for months and had even explained to me how to do it! I had absolutely no recollection of the event - I`m still convinced she never said any such thing to me. However, I can recall the tiniest details about everyone`s lives and things that I care about. Even classes, I took psychology and aced it because I liked and was interested in it, and wanted to succeed in my first college class. On the other hand, there`s no way I can recall anything about math except how to do basic operations. I always hated math and had no reason to excel in it. Not exactly like the situations you described, but I can see your point. On an unrelated note, I`m on meds for ADD too and it has done wonders.. nice to know I`m not the only one! (For me it sure feels like it sometimes)

I am sorry that you are feeling down about yourself. From what I have seen being back on PT, you are one of the kindest and sweetest women out there! Just on that alone, I hope everything works out with the Pet Resume business. You deserve a career that isn`t frustrating or making you feel like cr@p, because of something that is somewhat beyond your control. I think if you believe it was meant to be, then it must be. {{Hugs}}