Dixie Belle, I am so so sorry. I don't know what to say except that I know exactly how you feel. I'm sure you did all you could for little Bear. Its very hard to lose a pet, even after such a short time. My heart really goes out to you. Maybe you can find peace in having a memorial service?

I am up sleepless tonight because I'm dreading giving my foster kitty up. I know its 100 times worse for you. If you are still around and want to talk, email me or leave me a message here. I know how you feel and sometimes it just helps to talk. I'm very sorry for your loss. Give a big kiss to Smokey.