You'll get over feeling guilty, but honestly, you ARE giving her everything she needs. You are seeing that she doesn't do well with babies, and you are making sure that she will have a happy life, and you know where she's going to, so you can always see her, and maybe some day you can get her back.

Don't feel guilty when you are doing what is in her best interests, and in Cadience's. If you locked her in a room and she would never be able to be out and play, that's what would be sad. What you're doing shows how much love you do have for her. That's being unselfish. That's nothing to feel guilty about.

Big hugs to you!!