Thanks, guys. I still miss her. I want her back so bad. I don't really cry anymore, today was the first day I didn't cry. Me, my mom, and my sister looked through the photo albums for her puppy, early adulthood pictures and we have plenty. My dad will scan them for us tonight and I will share a few. I don't think I'll ever get over it but I will learn to live with it. I still think she's here. It's really, really weird not having a dog in the house.

Also, you probably noticed I have changed my username. Maltese_Love was just a reminder of her, and I couldn't really deal with looking at it in every post. Alysser is one of my nicknames so I just made it that.

I also wanted to say we are getting her cremated. We will probably get a nice urn with a painting of her on it and the quote "God couldn't fix her legs, so he get her wings". I am sure there are places that make these types of things.

Thanks for the support, It helps to know I will always have it here.