{{{{hugs}}} Bless you for the work you do.

Try to think of those to whom you have made a huge difference.

I know this is a memorial thread...but you are hurting so much and are so overwhelmed...I went searching for info and links; I hope they will help you.

TNR IS working wherever it is used...take heart.

Perhaps here you might connect with people who can help you out - and vice versa - to share carrying this load.
http://www.auburn.edu/prevet/catnap/meet.html

http://www.auburn.edu/prevet/catnap/links.html Links to orgs - one is willing to help people outside their local area.

http://www.alleycat.org/pdf/aca_summer05.pdf See page 5

http://www.alleycat.org/pdf/stgeorge.pdf
Georgia
St. George
Catching Feral Felines

The destruction of the Valley View Mobile Home Park on Middleton Drive has left humans displaced along with at least two dozen unusual cats.

"These cats then breed, producing kittens that receive very little human contact and learn to fear humans," Neal said, adding the cats cannot be reduced by simply taking one or two to a shelter to eventually be euthanized.

Neal said she trapped 24 cats overnight from the demolished remains of the Valley View Mobile Home Park.

The Spectrum - 10/17/06