Thank you! Yes, I really hope I feel a bit better and healthier after the treatment, so that I'll be able to find some new perspectives. For such a long time I'm feeling so ill now, and even now that I'm on sick leave for a while, I'm still so exhausted and feel ill... and the heat wave that's coming now doesn't make it better.

I have already packed, and now I'm spending the last hours with my girls. It's a strange feeling, I don't feel at home here anymore, just as if a part of me has already left. I've never been away from home for such a long time. I wouldn't mind to leave at this point because there is not much that keeps me here - except for my girls, of course!! Too bad that I cannot take them with me!

I'll email my adress to Karen, so if anyone would like to send messages (which will always be welcome, of course! ), feel free to contact her.

I don't know if I have internet access there, but if I have, I will stop by.

Hope to ttys, I'll miss you all!

Kirsten