Yes, it's sad, but I don't have any friends nearby. They all moved away, or are busy with their families now; I'm always on my own. And my illnesses - and some bad experiences with so-called friends - made it hard for me to go out and make new friends. Sadly, I live a very lonely life these days.

I have no religion, but if there's any higher power, I'll ask it to protect my girls. I have also printed out my favourite photos of them, and will sure try to "communicate" with them. Maybe it works, who knows?

That's all I can do, I fear...

Kirsten