I lost one of my foster babies this year. She has been in a ditch and was covered with mud and ants when I got her and her brother. I cleaned her up but couldn't get her to eat at all. She had a deformity and by the next day was dying quickly She was put to sleep to end her suffering. Even though I only had her for a night, I grew deeply attached to her and sat up all night with her wrapped in a blanket on my chest. I cried for so long for her. She was beautiful.