I'm afraid that Payton is getting worse. He is having more episodes (seizures) again. We started him on a higher dose of Lasix. These seizures take so much out of him. He poops and pees which having the seizure - can't get his breath. It lasts about 30 minutes and then he comes out of it. Wednesday night he stopped breathing. I should have let him go then but I didn't, couldn't. We're going to give the Lasix 1 more day and if he's still bad tonight and tomorrow morning, we're going to send him to the Rainbow Bridge. God, what is this so hard?