You aren't only the one. My boyfriend lost his dad almost two years ago on the 25th of this month. It is a very rough time on him right now; so I cannot imagine what it is like to go through a life experience like losing a parent. He is pretty much solidarity with his own things. I think he is still angry/upset over it, he keeps his feelings bottled up, so it is rough on me sometimes, but I understand. All I can really do is be there. I just want you to know that it is okay to really let your feelings out, say what you want, just don't keep it all inside. We're here if you need to talk to us.

*hugs* to you!!