What is it with me...

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Okay, okay, okayokayokayokayokayokayyyyyyy.

I get it.

I'm messed up. Troubled. Confused. I'm getting better though! I wish you all could see how wel I'm doing.

I'm happy. I don't care. Jay? Jay who? I've moved on. I'm better than that. Way better than that. I go out with friends, I laugh, I smile. I have fun.


I've found a quote that PERFECTLY emphasizes everything anyone has ever said to me on this message board.

"So do your heart a favor, sweetie.
Just turn around and leave.
It may not be what you think you want,
but, my god, it's what you need."


I'm getting better. I promise. Paul is a friend. I've got Anne, Kate, Larissa, Justin, Ryan, you guys... I've got all the people in the world to keep me centered and focused on being happy.

THINK HAPPYYYY.

[Catty1]

Sweetie, the title of your post was "What is it with me and picking all the wrong guys?"

It is GREAT that you have friends and are working on being happy. However, you might have to look elsewhere to get an answer to your question above.

Nothing wrong with seeing a counsellor to see if you NEED to see a counsellor.

It's great that you are getting better - and that in your question, you realized there is a bit of a problem. That quote you posted is really good. I think it is a good creed to live by.

hugs!

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

I don't know. I've liked Paul for a lonnng time, probably a year. We quit hanging out because I was only friends with him because of my other friend Anne, and so I didn't hang out with Paul when Anne was around. Now Anne has more important things to do, but I've been seeing Paul at Perkins a lot lately. So it's not like it's developed recently, persay. But I understand what you're saying, and I see some of those characteristics that you've posted in myself.

Thanks for all the help. I'm working on it, I swear!