The countdown begins...

[kuhio98]

I've taken what everyone's said to heart, to some extent.

On the way to work, I kept going, "Two days. Two days." Then I thought of you guys, and said to myself, "You're better than that."

And it worked. Everytime I thought of him, I'd go, "You're better than this, knock it off." And it was a relatively good day, despite the fact that most of my dogs were naughty at work.

I know. I know, I know, I know. I'll say it; you're all right.

I'm consumed. I don't want him, I want to feel needed. I just need time. Time heals all wounds, right?

You're right, you're right, YOU'RE RIGHT! Pet Talk is always right.

I do have to admit, I'm curious to see what happens with the hearing. All I want to know is the outcome -- that's it. And if he gets out, I promise ALL OF YOU that I won't see him.

I'm better than that.


Thanks for opening my eyes. Hopefully it lasts.

I just want to give you a big hug. I hope you choose YOU over him. You will be saving yourself a lot of pain in the long run.

I guess what I've been trying to say is that if you had more going on in your life, you wouldn't be consumed by him. If you were busy with school, work, friends, family, pets, volunteering, etc. you wouldn't be fixated on him. I'm so busy that I don't even know what day it is half the time.

Unfortunately, I think you're going stay in contact with him. I hope I'm wrong.

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

I hope you're wrong too.

I really don't know what's going to happen. Hell, maybe he won't even WANT to talk to me. That'd be wonderful, on my part.

Just keep me going. Reiterate, bash me, send attack dogs after me, do whatever it takes to keep me in this mindset. I'm doing better now, let's keep it this way.

[kuhio98]

I hope you're wrong too.

I really don't know what's going to happen. Hell, maybe he won't even WANT to talk to me. That'd be wonderful, on my part.

Just keep me going. Reiterate, bash me, send attack dogs after me, do whatever it takes to keep me in this mindset. I'm doing better now, let's keep it this way.

The more important question is, why would you WANT to talk to him? Have some dignity.

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

I didn't really say that. I just meant that maybe he won't want anything to do with me after this, which would be a good thing.

[Catty1]

It will be good, if YOU don't want anything to do with HIM.