I'm so sorry for your loss. I know how you feel =( I cried until I threw up too when Ginger went. Please tell your mom and dad I'm sorry too. I know how badly it hurts. She had a good life with you though! I'm glad you got to take some pictures and say goodbye, that really DOES help, even if it doesn't seem like it. I didn't get to say goodbyes and that's hard, so I am so happy for you in that way, that you were able to. My heart goes out to you all =(
She will still be watching out for you, you won't be alone.