Just seeing this now. I have never lost a parent so I can't imagine the pain. My husband has when he was 16 and it drove him into a severe depression. Only after 7 years could he recall his mom and remember the good things.

I am glad you can look at it as him gaining his freedom from that dreadful disease. I am sure you have a guardian angel looking over you with a huge smile and thinking what a wonderful girl he has.

(((((HUGS)))))
Michelle