Dear you,
I'm a little bit confused these days. We started out as all relationships do, just casual aquaintances. We enjoyed the occasional conversation and pleasant company. But things changed. We grew closer at a pretty rapid rate. No longer was it just a pleasant surprise when I got to talk to you, but it was something I looked forward to with some anticipation. And now... now we're closer than ever. I find that you are the last person I think about before I fall asleep, and the first when I wake up. I'm always looking at the clock and translating it into your time, trying to decide just where you are at that particular moment in the day. I thrive on our daily conversations together. They have become the brightest point in each of those days. Like a drug, I feel addicted to you. And even a single day without hearing from you is enough to put a frown on my face. I live for those times when I get to see your smiling face and nothing gives me greater joy than the times that I know I put it there. It has become a mission to make you laugh. I love the sound of your voice and sometimes listen to previous voicemails, just to hear it. I do not think that there is a person more dear to me than you. I love you. And sometimes, I wonder if... if maybe I love you more than I'm ever supposed to.
Troubled,
Me
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