I'm here. Thank you for thinking of me. LIfe is a mess right now. I've been in the hospital again. They say I overdosed again. They are full of shit. I just wanted to sleep. I'm tired. Norma is here now. My dad has been here fighting with me. Does anyone understand why I no longer wish to be here? Am I the only one that gets it. I hate all the pain.

I hate how my life has turned out and I don't want to to deal with it anymore. If I was sucha a good person than my husband wouldn't be saying bad things about me. My son would be here supporting me. Thats not the case. I hate life. I hate this pain.