Dr. Lee just called. He said that Puddy's phosphorous levels are high, so he wants to start her on a phosphorous binder to be mixed w/her food. He said that he hopes that this isn't a sign that her other kidney is beginning to cause more problems. Oh joy. Just when I thought I could exhale. The binder is nasty tasting, I guess, so I can't imagine Puddy eating her food. He said that it's probably going to be necessary to do an ultrasound on her remaining kidney so that we can get a better prognosis. It's the prognosis that I don't want. I don't want to know. I just want to enjoy my Puddy for as long as possible and not have a number in mind as to how long that will be or it might be a self fulfilling prophecy. Oh man, I woke up w/such a positive attitude this morning. Now this.