[Dear You. . .]

[buckner]

Dearest Matt,

I don't know what I'd do without you. It was a bit rocky in the beginning because of what happened with my previous exboyfriend, but once you found out why I acted the way I did and why I was so scared of guys, you were SO patient with me. You helped me get through the issues and to this day, you still know he has affected me but you still hold my hand through life's biggest issues.

Seriously, you are my angel. You call me your angel all of the time, but I mean it from the bottom of my heart. Ever since my grandfather died in 2004, I had been bottling up emotions. My grandmother then was murdered. Instead of dealing with that pain and those emotions, I bottled them up. My exboyfriend forced me to deal with HIS **** instead of my own problems and issues... so nothing ever got resolved. You were an angel sent from heaven because there are times where I have never felt more at peace with things, and they area all with you. I am worry free and problem free when I am with you, and it's because I know you'll stand between me and my problems, and won't allow them to knock me down. I've been through a lot, and so have you... more than any person should ever have to... but we help each other. We complete eachother. I am strong where you are weak, and you are strong where I am weak.

I don't know what to do without you and I hope we stay together for a very long time. You will always be a very special person in my heart, one who has had a great impact on my life. You are my wonderful.

Despite our petty and small arguments, we get along great. We get aggravated sometimes, but mostly because of misinterpretation. The rest of the time, we're 100% on the same page about everything.... it's amazing how perfect everything is.


Your angel,
Sara

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Dear Viral Infection,

Thanks to the doctors, I now know that my mysterious chicken pox-like spots are from YOU, a nasty viral infection. They can't really do anything about it, so I'm stuck taking Claritin and using tons of anti-itch cream to try and make you go away.

Everyone thinks I'm gross and contagious because of you. =[ I'm not contagious! I hate you. =[ You are NO fun.

Lots of hate,
Megan

[Suki Wingy]

Dear Senioritis-Inflicted-Self,
Get something done for once, jeez. I mean, 90 whole minutes of free time and you forget to take two quizzes? Two weeks to write an essay and you finally force yourself to write a really crappy page before browsing the internet for 2 hours? Siriusly, wtf's your issue. Why can't you ever do any homework? I know you've always found it hard to physically do what was basically needed, like getting off the computer and doing homework instead of browsing the internet and thinking about how you should be doing your homework. How about waking up in the morning, like once on time please?
I mean, really, when it gets to the point that you envy people with insomnia, something's wrong. I'm quite frustrated with you, I've been trying to fix you up for years now, yet nothing works.
Hatefully yours,
Me

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Dear Mom,
Stop freaking out because I'm your first child. You put bad feelings/thoughts in my mind when you says things like, "Please, I'm just worried you won't graduate. You just need to make it a couple more months." Especially when you say it with such worry on your face. I'll be fine. I swear I do so much better when my subconscious knows there's no one to fall back on. I do thins so often in so many different outlets, but I am trying to stop it. Another example? Today I had $2 in my wallet. I decided to make a card for someone during lunch, thinking I'd grab some stuff from the machines during SRT. At the same time I was thinking that that wasn't a very good idea, yet I didn't seem to have to ability to walk down to the cafeteria.
Mom, I'm trying, I really am. It's all a battle with my brain. If DMACC proves the same I'm going to take a year off to join something and be shipped out. Please don't freak yet. Just because I was on a certain website and created an account doesn't mean I gave my info to a recruiter. I know I want to do the Peace Corps for sure, I may just want to try something else as well.
I can imagine it's scary having an "adult" child, especially one as dysfunctional as me. Just relax, you raised me well. I think it's time to stop trying to pinpoint the roots of my problems which are one giant grey mass in themselves, and just start trying to cope. I've found when I stop trying to overanalyze myself, I get along better and find myself being more social. I realize that's probably the zoloft doing its job. I think I'll stick to that Rx.
Oh, and could I possibly have some help clean sweeping my room? Most days I can't seem to be bothered to throw my yarn/paper scraps in the bin, so they're all over the floor and the area by my bedside table behind Niño's chair. Oh, and are we ever going to see Wicked or The Lion King??

Your Loving Daughter

[DJFyrewolf36]

Dear Wireless network

You work only part of the time. I have to reset my router every two days. I wish I knew more about how you worked so I could fix you. But alas, you have control

Signed
Your slave

[Alysser]

Dear Rebecca,

To tell you the honest truth, I've never really liked you. You are the most two-faced person I've ever seen. Ever since 6th grade, you made fun of me behind my back and sometimes even right in front of me. Do you HONESTLY think I am that dumb? I can see RIGHT through you. It's not that hard. I am not truly your friend. I might share a gym locker with you but that's all. I don't want you sitting at our lunch table anymore, and I never did. No one at our table likes you. They all think you are two-faced. This proves I'm not the only one who sees through you. I know last year you'd act all nice to me and go straight to lunch and talk about me behind my back with that B**** Mary. You said something about my hair yesterday and seriously I can't believe you of all people would make fun of me. Look at your stomach and GREASE pit hair before you talk about anyone.

kthxbye

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Dear Butch,

I emailed you last night at midnight telling you Happy Valentine's Day. You emailed me back this morning and it said, "Well when you sent that, it was already technically Valentine's Day here, so I guess I screwed up big time, I'm sorry."

Honey, don't be sorry. The fact that you even said it makes my day so much brighter.

Happy Valentine's Day, snow cone dad. =]

Love always,
Snow Cone Daughter.

[Husky_mom]

not so dear you,

you completely managed to ruin the day.... ... you knew I was waiting for you.... I called you and you were elsewere.... told me I´ll be there in 30 mins.... so I waited for another hour.... and called back you were still there... and acted so surprised I called again... what were you expecting!!... I was waiting for you to eat together!!! darn it!!... and you were with someone else EATING!!! f*** you!!....

and now you tell me I told you I had eaten.... yeah right.....even if I had, today was supposed a day in which we were going to hang out TOGETHER!!...

I just don´t know how to feel anymore

thank you for ruining my day and making me miserable.....

me

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Dear Bosco,

STOP EATING YOUR POOP. And the little brown things in the litter box ARE NOT TOOTSIE ROLLS.

You are SO gross.

Patient, calm, trying-not-to-break-your-neck dogsitter,
Megan

[anna_66]

Dear Best Friend,

I wish I knew what to do to help you feel better about yourself, better about your life. Alas, I know there is nothing I can do. You have to do it all yourself. I hope one day you will realize that there are so many people who depend on you staying around...your dogs, your family, you friends and me. Yes, I depend on you and I dont know what I'd do if you were gone.

Please try to get better, but not for me or anyone else...but for you.

Love your BFF

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Dear Butch,

Believe it or not, you got military leave to come home from Ft. Gordon to work at the fair this year. I nearly died -- my snow cone daddy was coming HOMMMEEEE for the fair!!

It was an amazing week. I got to spend everyday with you that week, and we worked at the stand, just like we were supposed to. You kicked my cousin out because you couldn't afford two extra workers, and you told me I had first priority for hours. Then you thought I was mad because you couldn't afford to have Kate work. You bombarded me with questions and begged me not to be mad at you. You told me I meant the world to you and that I was one of your best friends.

You are one of the most amazing people I know. You are genuine, kind, sincere and soo funny. You took me under my wing when my parents seemed to have abandoned me. You keep me on the right track in life, and I can't thank you enough.

You keep me going.

You left this morning. I miss you already. Hopefully you can leave Ft. Gordon in a few weeks and come home and have your surgery. I need you here, so much more.

Love always,
Little Girl

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[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Dear Butch,

You'll be home soon. A couple days, I think.

I'm excited. Exuberant. Thrilled. Ecstatic.

You have no idea. I'd better see you or hear from you the day you get here.

I love you, snow cone dad. More than you know. =] I'm so happy you're going to be home and safe.

Love,
Your brat

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Dear... Anyone,

Today marks 3 months that I haven't done it. I really hope that this addiction is over.

Go me. =]=]

-Megan

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Dear Gavin,

You make me laugh in so many ways. Thank you for the airplanes made out of blocks. =] You did great.

I love you, baby. Have a good day at school tomorrow. (I can't believe you're a kindergartener!)

All my love,
Auntie Megan