[Dear You. . .]

[slick]

Dear Dad:
I will never forgive myself for not being with you when you passed. I missed you by 15 minutes. If I hadn't stayed on that phone call so long I would have been there, holding your hand as you took your last breath. This is something that eats away inside me every day and I don't know what to do to "fix" it. I'm so, so sorry. Hopefully when we meet again all will be forgiven.
Love
Vixi-your baby girl
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Dear Best Friend:
I was in a one hour seminar today and when I was asked "what inspires you?" I replied, "My mother and my best friend." Sure Mom and I are friends but it's nothing like the deep friendship I share with you. Not a day goes by that I don't recall your shining smile. It helps me through the day. Thank you for sticking with me, no matter what mood I'm in.

I know I've been quiet and I pray you understand just how frightened I am. I have a doctor's appt on Fri Feb 15 and at that time I'm hoping to get my scan results. I pray they are good, but until then my insides are churning and I feel the need to hide away. I don't know why.....do all cancer patients go through this?

Thank you for respecting me and I hope you are not mad at me for backing away. I will be in touch soon, I promise.

Love you lots
other me
xoxo

[CountryWolf07]

Dear Nana,

Thank you. You know why.

Love,

Rachel

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Dear Cigarettes,

You taste horrible, but I like smoking you anyway. Only sometimes.

Where are you, anyway?

Megan

[Suki Wingy]

Dear Sinuses,
Please, please start working like you're supposed to. No more of this constantly clogged crap. Speaking of crap, no more making me feel like it. I'd like to not have a headache one day, that'd be really nice. Tell Ears to stop itching, while you're at it.
No love,
Me

[ILoveMyAbbyGirl]

Dear Butch,

I miss you. Lots. I wish you were home, and not in Iraq. Especially when my family is so out of control. I need you here so much more.

Love Always,
Your Little Snow Cone Girl

[buckner]

Dear Greg,

There's only one word that sums you up and I'm afraid to say it on this board. I wouldn't hesitate to call you it to your face, but that would require me being in your presence. You are a sick sick SICK human being and I regret ever dating you. I met you, and thought you a nice guy. I trusted you, and you just continued to feed me lies and manipulate me. You tore me apart, really. You know what you did.. not once, not twice, but everytime I saw you. You are such bull**** and so two-faced. My parents only knew the face you showed them, and they liked you. But no fear, they hate you now for what you have done to me.

I was so ashamed and so scared for so long... you made me think everything was my fault. I never loved you, and you knew that. But, you made me stay in that relationship.... scratch that, a relationship is between two people... I wasn't there.... I was being forced into EVERYTHING you ever wanted.

I met Matt and got the hell away from you. Except... you followed me... for months. You wouldn't leave me alone. You couldn't accept the fact that I didn't want to be with you. I never wanted to be with you. Meeting Matt gave me the courage and the strength to quit knowing you. You being the hospital was the best thing for me. I never had to see you, and then you left campus, and I rejoiced. You lied to me so much, you cheated on me so much, you constantly violated me and I am SOOO happy to be away from you.

You get the point, right? You know I don't ever want to speak or hear from you again? Right???? Ok then, so then STOP HARASSING ME!!! I will seriously call the police on you if I hear from you or your buddies again. Don't believe me? Try it. Seriously. Try it. The police will be on you and your friends for this, sexual harassment, sexual abuse, AND all of the illegal crap you and your "gang" does. Seriously. Oh, and don't fear the police? Fear my father, my boyfriend, my brother, my uncles, and every other male figure in my life. You should fear them. So go ahead, and continue calling me, emailing me, messaging me,... HARASSING ME and you will suffer legal consequences that are not pretty.

Thanks for nothing, jerkface.

Sara

[buckner]

Dearest Matt,

I don't know what I'd do without you. It was a bit rocky in the beginning because of what happened with my previous exboyfriend, but once you found out why I acted the way I did and why I was so scared of guys, you were SO patient with me. You helped me get through the issues and to this day, you still know he has affected me but you still hold my hand through life's biggest issues.

Seriously, you are my angel. You call me your angel all of the time, but I mean it from the bottom of my heart. Ever since my grandfather died in 2004, I had been bottling up emotions. My grandmother then was murdered. Instead of dealing with that pain and those emotions, I bottled them up. My exboyfriend forced me to deal with HIS **** instead of my own problems and issues... so nothing ever got resolved. You were an angel sent from heaven because there are times where I have never felt more at peace with things, and they area all with you. I am worry free and problem free when I am with you, and it's because I know you'll stand between me and my problems, and won't allow them to knock me down. I've been through a lot, and so have you... more than any person should ever have to... but we help each other. We complete eachother. I am strong where you are weak, and you are strong where I am weak.

I don't know what to do without you and I hope we stay together for a very long time. You will always be a very special person in my heart, one who has had a great impact on my life. You are my wonderful.

Despite our petty and small arguments, we get along great. We get aggravated sometimes, but mostly because of misinterpretation. The rest of the time, we're 100% on the same page about everything.... it's amazing how perfect everything is.


Your angel,
Sara