Well..

I'm sad.

Today is the day I find out if the breeder will buy her back from me.


I'm going to miss her a ton, but there's a lot of reasons I cannot/should not keep her.

I'm going to have to get a second job to make my mortgage payment (and I cannot afford to get the fence I was planning to buy) and she has gotten so whiney in her crate that they "asked" me not to bring her into work anymore.


I am very very sad about all of this.