I had to catch up on this thread again, and I'm sitting here at work with my eyes full of tears.
I am so sorry you are going through this. It just reminds me of when we had to make the difficult decision to let DJ go. We have tons of pictures and videos that we watch occasionally. It really helps.
I hope you are not right about Rockee. I hope she will be okay and stay with you guys for much longer.
You and your family are in my thoughts today.