I know how hard Christmas can be, b/c as soon as I pulled our stockings out, I could not stop crying. There they were, Mr. Kitty & Getta's stockings, their names written in glitter. Sometimes I think I can hear them mewing @ me softly, letting me know that they are watching over me. My husband & I decided that the best way to honor them is to save another cats life (they were both rescues) We are currently building a new house, but soon as we can, we will be making a trip to the local shelter. I am so glad that you were able to open your heart to another furbaby. You will keep Esther and Cuddles close to you heart always, you never stop loving them.