Britt, keep writing this stuff down as you feel it. You don't have to post it here of course, but keeping a journal can help you release stress and reflect on events and people that affect you. When you look back, you can see how you handle issues each day.

When you mention not needing a shrink as it's your problem, there are some great counsellors who are trained to listen and ask questions to help you find your own perspective on things and not provide a biased view. So think about it as another possibility to help you through rough times.

As Soledad says, don't limit your choices just yet in school. The more you do and the better you do it, the more choice you'll have later on when it matters most.

It doesn't matter what age you are, life throws things at you that are hard to manage. Just the people and situations are different Good luck with all your studies.