Oh no, I'm not beating myself up about it. I have regrets, of course, but somebody had to teach us, and thank DoG it was Lucky because he is the most special, most loving, most patient being in this world. I owe every success I have with Ivy and Giselle to Lucky. Without him, I'd be as clueless as I was to begin with. Without him, I probably wouldn't have Ivy and we certainly wouldn't be "into" agility/conformation right now =)