Suicide is such a horrible thing for everyone involved...
It leaves people thinking "I could have helped, why didn't he come and talk to me, why, why why...."

The truth is that more times than not, the feeling of despair and utter helplessness are more than the person can over come and they feel there is no help for them. No matter how much love and attention you give that person, they can not get better until they realize that they CAN get better.
Suicide is the ugliest thing imaginable I know because I've been there.
2 friends took their lives, a co worker was the innocent victim in her husband’s murder/suicide and my father in law attempted back in 1995.

Please pass my deepest condolences to Colt's family.

Time, love, family and friends will heal all.