Prayers and peace to Colt's family.

I've been to very dark edges myself...and based on that and what others have told me, Colt would have been in his own space.

At a point like that, you don't want to hurt anyone you love, nothing like that - it's just there is nothing in your head but where YOU are.

I know the 'what-ifs' will be especially horrible where Colt is concerned...but he planned this (dressed up), and there was probably little or nothing that anyone could have done to stop him.

Gentle {{{{hugs}}}} to the family; you're innocent, this is not your fault.

And DJ - condolences on the loss of a friend. I'm so sorry.