Thanks so much everyone. I tried hard not to have a pity party but it was just too much. I'm better now, after talking to a VERY special friend who can also relate to what I'm having to deal with.

I'm hoping work will take my mind off it all, and make me so tired at the end of the night (store is open till 11 pm) that I just pass out in bed when I get home.

I love you guys!!!!