Well, Polly is gone.

I can't stop crying. The vet called me and told me that she had started having seizures and she probably wouldn't make it through the night. I drove to see her and she was in the middle of one when I got there. She had 5 seizures within a 5 minute period. I couldn't stand to see her suffer any longer. I had her euthinized at 4:55pm. Thank God my friend Mande was there to comfort me.

I can't stop thinking that this is all my fault. I could have prevented this if I had just paid a little more attention to her. We're giving her a proper funeral when we get home.

RIP my sweet Polly. I tried so hard to help you. We all already miss you terribly.