Your 15 yrs with Cuddles was a gift, but it is never long enough. I could not help but cry while reading your thread, b/c I know how painful this is for you. Try and think of Cuddles and Esther reunited again @ the RB. Playing together like puppies They will keep each other company until you all are together again. Until then try to remember all the good times, and keep them close to your heart. RIP Cuddles and Esther