I was going to threadize this on that very day but I didn't had any words to and she died the very day before my heroic grandfather died.. still shocked and upset over this so it hasn't been a great week for me.

I think of her daily, not hard to - the tam (hat) of my ark fur and buffalo scarf she made for me has been hanging in the closet until it snows again and I see lighthouses everywhere, she loved and collected them.

there's one little clay statue (of lighthouse with a kitty by it) she gave me as it was her gift months ago sitting on a window still - I usually don't have clutters here because of my active felinekids but that's only special one. she was like my mother, and I feel like I lost another mother, a piece of heart gone forever. she stayed with me when I had a bad fever on my first roadtrip even though we never met and she always ended her posts with "hugs, your mommy" in almost every of my threads.. those, her humor of advices and she are terribly missed, she was one great woman.

corinna, you taught me one thing, it can't be worded here. you'll never be forgotten - that's for sure. I always wished we had met or didn't had to finish our conversation too early that night and I hope to talk to you again some day. (((hugs)))