Thanks guys. I guess it bugs me because I haven't cried for any of my lost pets lately. But I am starting to feel better. I just suddenly felt happyier today after i looked at a picture of Riz when she was younger. And I rememberd the line from Rainbow Bridge: "All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by". I know she iss happy and strong again. <3