I can't thank you all enough for your words. I've been here several times to read your messages over and over. I just haven't had the strength to reply yet because I get so choked up.
My family and friends have been very supportive, but you guys help me in a different way. In a sense, this might be the closure I needed because you all were here when I first adopted her and I know you all understand how much I really did love her.
It's been two weeks now and I don't feel any better. I get migraines and I'm nauseous almost all the time. I just feel really lost without her. She was just always there and I can't stop looking for her. I hate the fact that we're separated. I thought we'd always be together.
There will never ever be another dog like her. Not only did she understand my every word, but my facial expressions and body language too. She protected me and kept her eyes on me all the time. Even the times when she was really sick and laying in the clinic hardly able to walk, her eyes would still be bright and alert and they'd follow me wherever I went.
I tried everything I could, but I feel like I failed her. She wasn't supposed to leave me yet.
Alyson
Shiloh, Reece, Lolly, Skylar
and fosters Snickers, Missy, Magic, Merlin, Maya
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