Thank you all, so much. I really appreciate it.

I'm struggling, but I try really hard not to let it get to me. Some days it does and man, I become very weak. It's those days that you just turn on some good music, take a drive and just hope it goes away.

I'm doing better. Gavin is... wow... four years old. He is so amazing. I can't help but smile being around this little boy. Forgive me, I haven't got any pictures I can post, but I'll try and get some soon. Through this whole dilemma I've lost touch with my camera, so I'll have to pick it up again soon. (Besides, I don't find a lot of beauty and inspiration in Wisconsin winters, so I find it hard to pick up my camera!) But Gavin is my pride and joy, that's for sure. I love having a nephew. I'd love to have another niece or nephew, but I'm sure they couldn't quite compare to this little boy.

Just a short Gavin story-- I've been taking him to school in the mornings lately (actually, I'm headed to do that in about an hour) and we take my car. I open the door and toss a few of my college textbooks out of the way and he looks at me and goes, "Why is your car such a PIG STY, Megan?"

*sigh* What a BORE my life would be without that little man critiquing my every move.

Thank you guys.