*blows nose and wipes tears*...I knew I should have kept out of this thread. Now I will be plugged up all day. I can see myself just like this when the day comes that I have to say goodbye to my Duke. Oh great here we go again....*folding hands praying this is many years away for my baby boy*

edit: I had to go lie on the floor next to my baby. He just stared at me with those big eyes and softly kissed away all my tears as if to say 'mommy I am not going anywhere for a very long time'. That is just what my heart needed to hear.