Quote Originally Posted by jenluckenbach
I cried when I saw Mac and Bear.
It is so hard to not cry about them.... I loved them so much. Calloway reminds me much of Bear in his personality. He's such an affectionate boy, a real chubber now too, lol. This past year has been a tough one. Losing Bear in July of 2006, Tazzer barely a month later up at my mom and dad's place, then Mac just a day or two before Christmas the same year (thank goodness he was in his forever home at that point. That woman who adopted him was just wonderful to him - and has since taken in 3 more kitties since Mac passed. So generous and open hearted). Alex went in February, and although he was only with me 2 weeks, it was so heartwrenching to see his decline. These babies trust us with their hearts and their lives, and it's so tough when we can only do so much, and we want to do more, but can't. Sometimes I wonder if I can keep doing it, but I have to. They need me, they need us. All of us.

They are all special to me... even with their quirks and pooping on the floor and spraying here and there. I'd be sadder without them, you know?? Crying now as I'm writing this cause I just love them so much. Calloway just came up on the bed too, for snuggles. My buddy... he's so good and knows when I'm down.