lv4dogs,

I am so sorry to hear about what happened and for the loss of your 3 little ones. There is nothing worse than feeling violated. And for those SOB's to hurt innocent animals is simply awful! I think you're right in believing the dogs DID try to protect the house.

You've got alot of great advice here. And I'm also glad that you and your b/f are talking things over. But like Twisterdog said, things of this nature have a tendency to manifest themselves, be it through emotions, dreams, whatever. I would try and seek counseling. Hang in there and know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.