I've been on most of the major name brands of anti-depressants myself with almost no changes or bad side effects, one tranquilizer and have been through several councelors, a psychiatrist (not a very good one) and a few psycologists. My dr. finally gave up and gave me a referal to a specialist who is supposed to work with both medications and behavioral modification stuff, however I'm in the same boat on insurance, mine won't cover the specialist. I've finally gotten to the point that I don't take any meds, I pray alot, and just have to live with the fact I guess I'll be like this until I get rich or specialists get cheaper.

I wish there was something I could say that could help you out, or a phone number or something I could give you that would steer you in the right direction, but unfortunately I'm at a loss. I do want you to know I totally understand what you are going through though. *HUGS*