Yes, I do remember very well. I did not mention it because I wasn`t sure if you a did and I did not want to remind you. I cried when I read about Quinceys death and I have been thinking of you a awful lot since.
I wrote the earlier post in this thread with an account of my experiences in the hope that it would help. But it IS only time that can do it, time and tears. And, yes, where that piece is torn away from your heart will always hurt, but believe me, it will lessen to an small ache, just enough to remind you now and again. You will get through, Callihan will help you, hug him tight.

Love
Chris.

Message or e-mail me anytime if feel it will help. I can only come online in the evenings (my time) and weekends, so I will only get any messages at that time, but I will get back to you as soon as I can for sure. Hugs.