I'm "home", I would have changed the title that I am happily home but it didn't went well.

someone drove me back here unexpectedly and left, and found an eviction warning on my door. then I fell again. down the metal stairs. I have no one to drive me to hospital or wherever I need. I called the landlord, all she told me I'll have to fight for this home over the half my co-tenant didn't pay for. legally. plus, there's still no electricity here, I can't get one until we must move out.

ugh, totally unthinkingable right now - let this thread rest.. thank you to those for staying with me behind this, had me through.