I am not well. I constantly think of death. I don't really want to die. I just want to end the suffering and pain. I will never be right again.

Please pray for me. I don't know if I will make it. I'm typing this to reach out. To voice my thoughts. To try and get a grasp on things.

I don't know how to stop this behavior that I have taken on. What do I do? Should I have myself committed?

I'm so scared.