Soo Looking Furrward to Surgery!! [GOING Home..]

[sandragonfly]

thank you all. it's not easy to remember I'm remembered when nearly all people surrounding me don't treat me right or left me. I know I can be a very strong, emotional person sometimes, especially with everything going on and two (deaf/hearing) worlds struggling to balance on my both shoulders, but only if they understood. then I'm just alone again. and I just found out that all of my relatives are still in bay area - they all know I am here.. when did they saw me? write me? said hi? I just don't understand. not even what "family" means either. oh well, my problem I guess. my sister and I aren't that close, she's too busy to let me be part of her life anyway.

yeah.. I have contacted my school but I haven't heard from the best person - my school counselor who would chip up everything for me - I emailed his supervisor about it, I hope nothing happened to him during the summer. I got responses from three teachers out of six, all suggested me the same; skip the quarter. not a great advice for me.. if they knew me, they may help me a little better. I am always, always late at every quarter but always make it little after the end. guarantee.

my job, my bosses said if I can't make to three retreats (all first weekends in september) or to our first two executive board meetings they'll have to find a replacement. I was elected as the director of communications for all 2,400 deaf students at my school through 2007 to end of 2008. I am responsible for arranging all events along with other deaf universites and preparing a trip to thailand to educate and empower deaf kids there. they need me there to start at the beginning ..

so sitting here looking at my black purplish knee, I don't know..

kalei, I've been seeing your siggy and wondering if it'd be your baby soon.. big congratulations on your new horse!! you definitely deserved this dream coming true. is his name midnight masqua? have a blast with him.

[Kalei]

Thanks Gina I am pretty sure his name is going to be Midnight Masquerade, I still haven't found out what his registered name is, and if I really like it, then I may just keep it to that. I just can't wait til October when I get him

And its so great to hear from you again. I am glad that you are well enough to keep coming on pt and updating us Meanwhile to hopefully put a smile on your face, look at my new little guy, he is the cutest thing! I hope you find him cute too And keep feeling better Gina.



And Yawning:

[jennielynn1970]

yeah.. I have contacted my school but I haven't heard from the best person - my school counselor who would chip up everything for me - I emailed his supervisor about it, I hope nothing happened to him during the summer. I got responses from three teachers out of six, all suggested me the same; skip the quarter. not a great advice for me.. if they knew me, they may help me a little better. I am always, always late at every quarter but always make it little after the end. guarantee..

Just thinking, but most colleges have an "Independent Study" type of course in each of their areas. Is there a way that you would be able to do something like that in each of the courses you were supposed to take so that you can do it where you are at.... OR... Distance Learning?? Can you do something with your courses where you can contribute from where you are, do all the work, reading, etc... and email or send your assignments to them? If you get a medical release telling them that it is best you aren't moving around, hopefully they'd be able to work something out for you.

Not sure it would be an option, but it's a thought.

Hope things are going better, and that the knee is feeling better.

[rg_girlca]

Gina, I hope this puts a smile on your face.
Remember are sweet widdle PeaPod.



One day at a time Gina, one day at a time.

Prayers, postitive thoughts and {{{{{{HUGS}}}}}} still on the way.

[sandragonfly]

no dear, you didn't put them in wrong thread, karen the mayor have alerted me about the other thread [photos for gina] but that thread, pages full of pictures, impossible to upload with sooo limited coverage here. but this thread has a few, and the more pictures are posted here, the slower my pager can upload. but the good news is that I am at the library! so I see the pictures bigger and better now, and going to check the other thread in a bit! I loved the video, it made me SMILE seeing dasher wagging so hard. I am so proud he has you and you have him - you both couldn't get anymore happier.

jenn, that cannot be an option .. I really want my job, I tried last year but there was someone else who took over because I was a newbie. I still have a week and half .. and am getting better so we'll see.

kalei, your fishie is soo cute! seriously, I miss fishses .. I smiled at it just when he looks at me. I had seven goldfishs for seven years.. I can't wait to own some again once I have a new tank.

rgirlca, now that picture stucks in my mind. SO cute. it never is enough to see it once - glad you posted it again. I know he's a huge boy now. yes, one thing at a time .. thank you and (((hugs))) back.

[sirrahbed]

Each day sounds a little bit better I am holding out hope that you will be able to get home and claim that dream job. YAY for the computer at the library Take care gina.

(((((( H U G S )))))

[Donnaj4962]

Oh Gina, I am so glad to read that you are up and about... but PLEASE, don't overdo it! I know you want to be better, but remember that patience is a virtue! Healing takes time, especially after all that you have been through.

Keep healing.... and I am continuing my prayers for your recovery!

[Catty1]

Gina - you are sounding SOOO much better! You'll be back with your Ark before you know it!

And you walked to the library today? With the walker or crutches? I know it took forever, but it's good you went slowly. Are you still going to need therapy on the knee?

Good to hear from you!

Maybe in a couple of days you could visit your Ark? Depending if you are feeling well enough. Could you get a lift there?

HUGS!

[sandragonfly]

hi all ... sorry for bumping this up. this will be the last one, it's hard to keep up with you guys.

catty, your question - I walked to library with my pink walker. I wasn't suppose to, I only bear very little weight on toes. and now I think I overdid because the killers aren't really helping me right now. the circulation must have done the big part in this? ...sigh, how was I suppose to know, I was very careful.

and no, no lift at all. they don't care.

first physical therapy this afternoon was tearful and painful. the guy had a high expectation of me - which is a compliment for me but I still have a long way to go. bending knee was the worst, he almost had me throwing up thrice - nerve pinching pain. we don't communicate but we gesture.

my knee is only duwn to biggest grapefruit-size...has been a month now. before he came later, my temperature was near to 102 again and the food (toasts or avocados) didn't stay down.. ugh.

I'm tired of being sick and sick of being tired, and it does not help where I am recuperating. I don't know when I'll be back, but please remember how much I am grateful for you people and friends that had me going though at the most of this recovery - thank you everyone again for support and thoughts, means more thank you know. hugs.

[Catty1]

{{{{hugs}}}}

At least you have started your physio...hopefully it will hurt less and less, and the circulation will maybe help the healing?

Update when you can...if I understand you ok, you have to focus on surviving and getting well right now.

Prayers and hugs - just know that many people are on your side and wishing you the best.

[Cinder & Smoke]

I don't know when I'll be back ...

Anyone know what the above statement meant?

Has anyone heard from Gina in the last two days?