Thanks guys, it's really good enough to know I have people to rant to when I need it. I really needed to get it out and while I know it's not much, it did help me feel somewhat better.

Actually I'm at my BFFs house right now and she's not even here. I just kind of walked in the house, saw her mom, and immediately started hugging and crying to her. She knew about my problems and I'm really glad to have her whole family support me the way they are.