I AM IN SHOCK.
THE VET CALLED AT 9 AS I WAS ON THE COMPUTER UNTIL THEN.
JOSEPHS IN A BAD WAY. HIS MOUTH IS BLOODY AND HIS TEETH ARE RED AND INFECTED. HE WAS NOT HAVING BREATHING PROBLEMS HE WAS SWALLOWING BLOOD.
HE VOMITED ALL OVER THE CAGE AND THERE WAS BLOOD EVERYWHERE.
HES GOING TO EMERGENCY SURGERY THIS MORNING AND I HAVE THE FEELING THAT HE WILL LOOSE HIS TEETH.
ALL OF THEM.
I AM SHOCKED AS EXCEPT FOR THAT BREATHING AND NOT BEING ABLE TO PICK UP FOOD JOSEPH WAS AS LIVELY AND CHEERFUL AS EVER.
ANOTHER FOUND CATS WHOS ILL WITHOUT ME KNOWING IT.
I AM A DAMENED FOOL AND NOT NEARLY AS GOOD A GUARDIAN AS I THOUGHT.
ITS 50/5O FOR JOSEPH.
IF HE DIES I WILL NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF.


PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.