I leave in tears a lot of the time. It breaks my heart every time I have to leave but I know I am making us a living and I couldn't afford them if I didn't work. I think I love them so much more while I am home because of the time that I can not do it when I am away. I bet there is not a hour that passes that I do not kiss one of them, pet one, talk to them or sing to them. They take turns warming my lap, letting me know they are so glad I am home and missed me. I miss them so much while I am gone.