Well, it doesn't sound like you are in a position to love her and devote your time to her, right now. For a 13 month old dog, both of those things are necessary. She is bored, based on your comments about her.

I don't want to get into what is going on with you, but perhaps you need to look to some outside help, as in a trainer, and if you still don't feel a bond and the willingness to work with her, please place her in rescue soon so that she can get what she needs.