((((HUGS)))) and prayers for you Robin...

(((((LET IT OUT)))))
Go outside & take a hammer to something (like old plates or vases or something expendable) Pound pillows! Scream at him! Get that energy moving through!

(((((ACCEPTANCE))))
Cry, wail, mourn...

((((PEACE OF MIND)))))
Prayers for the peace that passes all understanding...

((((LOVE))))
Robin, you're worth it.