Prayers for all those who need them.

I need prayers. Prayers to help me cope better. Prayers to try and enjoy my life more. I wouldn't even mind some prayers for me to get angry. I still can't even get angry and pissed off at him. The pain just seems to override everything else. Prayers that I can realize that I do want to be here alive and well. The dark thoughts are invading my mind again. End the pain, end the pain.