The urn is absolutely beautiful. What a thoughtful, and caring person she must be. You are so very fortunate, and so was Dusty, to have a friend like that. I hope I never have to make the very difficult decision for my Squeak, as I know I would feel the guilt you speak of. How sweet it was of Dusty to let them know she was ready. I still think of the two of you often, and hope you are doing better. I know from Ellie's passing, it takes time.