I am so very sorry. I really do know how you feel. It hurts so much to accept the fact that it's time to let them go. I lost Duke to lung cancer, too. My heart is breaking for you all. The loss and hurt can be unbearable. The only thing that did get me through is all the wonderful people here. So now it's my time to return the favor. Tears for you all. Just love him as much as you can while he's still with you. And do take photos. Believe me, they will mean so much later. Please love him for me, also, will you? If you ever need to talk about it, I'm here.