Give it a try but mean it when you say it! I DO believe our animals go to heaven although there is nothing in the bible saying anything about a afterlife for them. Just that your baby is still there, proves that! ...and I fully believe that one day I will be reunited with all my RB babies as we all will be. Work on yourself letting go so that your RB baby can go on to wait for you. I am sure you have someone there to watch over him until you get there that will love him as much as you do. It is but a moment in time for them until we join them.